“A mother is she who can take the place of all others but whose place no one else can take.” - Cardinal Mermillod
.... You don't raise heroes, you raise sons. And if you treat them like sons, they'll turn out to be heroes, even if it's just in your own eyes. ~Walter M. Schirra, Sr.
Yesterday, kebetulan aku cuti nak bawa Aqeel gi check up. so aku kuar pagi gi bank, then singgah kedai keke pastu cari kek yg sesuai then hantar ke Nur caliph Montessori. Since we all terlupa nak bagi invitation card kat school Affan so mummy pun beli la cake..so boleh lah Affan celebrate with his friends at school.
Happy 3rd Birthday Little One..
It was a summer thunderstorm
When you came.
I touched the raindrops, they shared my pain.
So precious, so silent, so still.
At peace, no fight, no pain.
They cut the cord that made us one and you faded away from me.
I carried on because I had no choice, not because I was 'so strong'.
Days rolled into one.
Empty, unforgiving, numb.
My silent despair became me.
A different person, who was I before? A long forgotten memory.
I miss you.
I am so sorry I failed you.
And one day a rainbow came.
A glimmer of hope, a beautiful light.
Shining from the depths of the storm, he pulled me from the grey skies.
A future, a focus.
A new beginning.
I thank you.
And yet I look over my shoulder and there you twinkle still.
My brightest shining star, so near but yet so far.
Wait for me.
I am stronger now, my heart beats for you, I live my life for you. And one day we shall again be one.